Can't believe it's five years today since you went--seems like a couple of months ago. I miss your laugh John--it makes me smile whenever I remember it. I miss your calmness too--despite all you had to deal with throughout your life, you had a peace around you which rubbed off on those near. I hope you are at peace now, love. Love as always Rosie xxx

It's 3am and as always I think of those special people that I had the privilege of them being a part of my life. I dwell, spend a moment of self pity then try so hard to realise I am the lucky one. But it's hard love, how did you stay so positive? I hope someone is taking very good care of you now.I miss you xxx

Christmas is almost here, and I miss you . Christine and the boys are doing well, at least on the outside. I remember what it was like this time last year, and Thank God you are not in pain anymore. I miss our giggles and fun, and your reliability if I needed help with home life. Thank you, love. Rosie xxx